A Cup of Christmas Tea

http://youtu.be/ROX5gUWS7mo Joy~George Winston {You can find this track on "Heavenly Christmas" cd - pure bliss!  Enjoy...}

by Tom Hegg

The log was in the fireplace, all spiced and set to burn.
At last the yearly Christmas race was in the clubhouse turn.
The cards were in the mail, all the gifts beneath the tree,
And 30 days reprieve till Visa could catch up with me.

Though smug satisfaction seemed the order of the day,
Something still was nagging me and would not go away.
A week before, I'd gotten a letter from my old, great Aunt.
It read: "Of course I'll understand completely if you can't,
But, if you find you have some time, how wonderful if we
Could have a little chat and share a cup of Christmas tea."
She'd had a mild stroke that year, which crippled her left side.
Though house bound now my folks had said it hadn't hurt her pride.
They said: "She'd love to see you. What a nice thing it would be,
For you to go and maybe have a cup of Christmas tea."
But boy! I didn't want to go. Oh, what a bitter pill...
To see an old relation and how far she'd gone downhill.
I remembered her as vigorous, as funny and as bright.
I remembered Christmas Eves, when she regaled us half the night.
I didn't want to risk all that. I didn't want the pain.
I didn't need to be depressed. I didn't need the strain.
And, what about my brother? Why not him? She's his aunt, too!
I thought I had it justified, but then before I knew...
The reasons not to go I so painstakingly had built,
Were cracking wide and crumbling in an acid rain of guilt.
I put on boots and gloves and cap, shame stinging every pore
And armed with squeegee, sand and map, I went out my front door.
I drove in from the suburbs to the older part of town -
The pastels of the newer homes gave way to gray and brown.
I had that disembodied feeling as the car pulled up,
And stopped beside the wooden house,
That held the Christmas cup.
How I got up to her door, I really couldn't tell . . .
I watched my hand rise up and press the button of the bell.
I waited, aided by my nervous rocking to and fro.
And, just as I was thinking I should turn around and go...
I heard the rattle of the china in the hutch against the wall.
The triple beat of two feet and a crutch came down the hall.
The clicking of the door latch and the sliding of the bolt,
And, a little swollen struggle popped it open with a jolt.
She stood there pale and tiny, looking fragile as an egg.
I forced myself from staring at the brace that held her leg.
And though her thick bifocals,
Seemed to crack and spread her eyes,
Their milky and refracted depths lit up with young surprise.
"Come in! Come in!" She laughed the words.
She took me by the hand.
And, all my fears dissolved away as if by her command.
We went inside and then before I knew how to react,
Before my eyes and ears and nose
Was Christmas past . . . alive . . . intact!
The scent of candied oranges, of cinnamon and pine,
The antique wooden soldiers in their military line,
The porcelain Nativity I'd always loved so much,
The Dresden and the crystal I'd been told I mustn't touch.
My spirit fairly bolted, like a child out of class
And danced among the ornaments of calico and glass.
Like magic, I was six again, deep in a Christmas spell,
Steeped in the million memories the boy inside knew so well.
And here among old Christmas cards so lovingly displayed,
A special place of honor for the ones we kids had made.
And there, beside her rocking chair, the center of it all
My great Aunt stood and said
How nice it was that I had come to call.
I sat and rattled on about the weather and the flu,
She listened very patiently then smiled and said, "What's new?"
Thoughts and words began to flow. I started making sense.
I lost the phony breeziness I use when I get tense.
She was still passionately interested in everything I did.
She was positive. Encouraging - like when I was a kid.
Simple generalities still sent her into fits.
She demanded the specifics . . . the particulars . . . the bits.
We talked about the limitations that she'd recently had to face.
She spoke with utter candor and with humor and good grace.
Then defying the reality of crutch and straightened knee
On wings of hospitality she flew to brew the tea.
I sat alone with feelings that I hadn't felt in years.
I looked around at Christmas through a thick hot blur of tears.
And, the candles and the holly she'd arranged on every shelf,
The impossibly good cookies she still somehow baked herself.
But these rich and tactile memories became quite pale and thin,
When measured by the Christmas
My great Aunt kept deep within.
Her body halved and nearly spent, but my great Aunt was whole.
I saw a Christmas miracle, the triumph of a soul.
The triple beat of two feet and a crutch came down the hall.
The rattle of the china in the hutch against the wall.
She poured two cups, she smiled, then she handed one to me.
And then, we settled back and had a cup of Christmas tea...

~This is one of my favorite Christmas traditions - reading this poem and having a cup of Christmas tea. I hope you'll pick up the tradition along with me and share the story with your loved ones.  Feel the simple joy in it & pass it on...

Blessings~
Jhill